Hi, I've taken a break from writing this year.
I'm currently jobless, since March 2025, and homeless since 1 July 2025. I was made redundant after passing my probation in a new role at the end of 2023. I went to live with my dad as I was made homeless by this and I ran out of money by Christmas. I looked after my dad and he died after a month of end-of-life care at home in June 2024. It was difficult, but I am grateful I got to spend that time with him as he never said he was feeling ill. Whenever I spoke to him on the phone he always said he was okay. My mum died in August 2020 suddenly. I was with both of them alone when they died. I came back to London in March 2025, but found friends had gone distant and my manager ended my job. So it's been a strange time. People went distant, so I went distant back. I've been unable to find a job and I've had blocks on my phone. I've also had a stalking and harassment group disrupting my life since June 2022. It got worse in April/May 2025 and included theft and people getting into my hotel rooms. So it's been a weird time. I keep reporting it to the police. But I get stalked daily. They've ruined my life. I was living off my inheritance from my dad, but the harassment and stalking (by a half-white, half-Indian team) was so bad that I escaped abroad. And I went through my savings last month. I've spent 13 days sleeping outside and I'm going to be doing the same thing tonight. I have found somewhere for showers and food. I am probably going to lose all of my possessions this week because I can't make the payments on my storage and the company has refused to give me "special treatment" as she called it. I have no income. I've never made much money from my books, poetry and records. I didn't fulfill all of my dreams, but I tried. I got defeated by a harassment and stalking team who haven't stopped since June 2022. They even stalked and harassed me abroad on my birthday week in March. I'm single with no fall-back. It's just me.
So, for these reasons I've stopped writing.
I thank everyone for their support and the people who believed my story. I can't be the only one.
